It is in fact really hard to do that... Cause I've been through a lot, seen a lot and.. well, read a lot disturbing things.But after this, I feel thoroughly disgusted! I saw somewhere, read some reviews that it was hot and blah blah, how you'll wet your panties.In fear maybe. Not the other way around.It was pure porn, the worst kind. Yeah, there were moments of 'romance'. But most of it was sex, thinking about sex or wishing for sex. Musings about the sexuality, and it wasn't even beautifully written!I don't judge people who liked it, many did, many will. Maybe it was just the wrong time for me to pick up this book, but I couldn't stomach it and it left a bad feeling.